Why did you throw me out of your world

I do not understand why you left after all that I have done for you. After all the controversy I let you win. After all those tears that I shed secretly from you. After all those times when I forgave you, although you didn’t deserve it.
You were fine with me. You did not need to move your finger. You could have fun with your friends without worrying about any adult responsibilities, because I did everything for you. I treated you better than with myself. You have become my top priority. I pushed my needs into the background to focus on yours.

You threw me out of your world, even though I made your world easier. Even though I bathed you in attention. Even though you almost had nothing to do so that I was happy.

I could complain about how little you gave me, but I accepted our unbalanced relationship. I continued to give and give, until there was nothing inside of me.

I can not count how many times you came home drunk or with the smell of another woman. When you fumbled, even if it was not the first time, I found the power to forgive you.I put up with more than I should have, because I loved you too much to raise my standards and leave.

It's unpleasant to know that I spent so much time and energy on you if you were going to leave anyway.

But I think the reason why I am so angry is that in my heart I knew that I had to leave myself. I should have left you because you were toxic. You didn't deserve my attention. You didn't deserve the million chances I gave you.

You hurt me again and again, but I still remained. I thought you were worth it. Every time I thought to leave you, I was eaten by a feeling of guilt, because I (erroneously) felt that I owed you something. I felt that our common past meant that we should be together, that we should solve our problems and not run away from them.

But you finally decided to do what I was afraid. You left me. And it seems you do not feel sorry. It seems that you do not regret your decision at all, do not worry about how I will be without you. It seems you are all right. It’s as if you lost me doesn’t matter to you.

I don’t know why you threw me out of your world if it’s always treated me badly.But now I will be happy with my newfound freedom. Although I do not want to admit it, but you did it right, because we were never meant for each other.

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